Anything could happen.

by - Sunday, August 26, 2012

currently: in bed listening to Ellie Goulding.

This message (spotted at Whangaparaoa Beach) pretty much sums up all my thoughts right now.

Apologies for the lack of posts. My friend called me Natalie Tran yesterday; not in the good way. For those who don't get the joke, Natalie Tran/youtube's Communitychannel is known now for posting 4 videos before disappearing for months on end. And while I haven't necessarily disappeared for months on end, I have been neglecting my blog. And for that I'm sorry.

I guess I could give you an entertaining list of reasons why I haven't been posting but the plain fact is that I've been busy. Seriously. Been busy. You'd notice that the posting stopped about the time I started back at Uni. It's where it really went all downhill. Six weeks later, and here we are.

And if that's not enough to bring the pity factor up, I'm sick.

Frankly uni and the iammfashion blog have gotten me pretty occupied. Writing endlessly, story after story after post after post. Even my web paper has been very unloved as my journo paper takes majority over everything (which at times I'll admit frustrates me more than you can't believe at times.) Don't get me wrong, I love it to a certain extent.

I'm at a phase of my life where right now, anything could happen (that Ellie Goulding song couldn't have been timed as well as it did). I'm 21, in my last semester of university. It's gonna be time for me to decide my next move, and for the first time in 13 years, I don't know what I'm doing six months from now.

It's a bit frightening for me, a person who had always tried to plan two steps ahead of herself.

But I guess now here's the time where I toss up options. So far I've had no journalism offers. I've been offered travelling companionship to Europe. I could always go back to my old workplace where I was over the summer while I do my little entrepreneurship in the two areas I've been investing my time into (one being iammfashion).

As soon as summer's here, anything could happen. And I wish I knew what that was going to be.

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